I shouldn’t care anymore! I don’t know why I still care. It’s been TOO LONG!
How can u end things in such a mess? How can u have fought with me in such hideous ways?
Have u no value for me as a human being? Where was the compassion? You were so cruel. You said we go in circles but I was the one in the passenger seat JS!
Because you don’t care, you never cared and you never will. Your version of the word care is stupid!
You were a liar and you are a liar. I fought for it to end in resolve. I fought to hard and too long for mending, reconciling, resolve, closure. Either one of the four would have been okay by me. The nasty things you said and did.
I could forgive you and I have to for me, but it’s so hard. I have mixed feelings, I am not in love with you anymore, but I fantasise about it being good, being salvaged, and I don’t know why.