• Not even worth a drunken phone call

    by  • January 9, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Disappointment • 5 Comments

    What’s wrong with you? If I were a drinker, I would have caved in by now and phoned me.
    Make up an excuse, a catastrophe, a reason why you have to get in touch..
    I’ll accept it, even though I shouldn’t.
    It hurts to think you aren’t even tempted.
    Oh well..

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    5 Responses to Not even worth a drunken phone call

    1. Heartshards
      January 9, 2017 at 2:56 pm

      Oh I’m tempted. Why else would I be writing on here?




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    2. You first
      January 10, 2017 at 3:14 am

      I don’t drink anymore – and I’m not tempted anymore either. What could possibly be said after all that happened? There has been enough hurt to last a lifetime between us. You owe my an apology and that’s just for starters…




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    3. I'd love to make that call
      January 11, 2017 at 12:05 pm

      Yes I would have rung numerous times. Imagine what would happen? Where’s that shovel I saw..I’m not digging myself a once self dug hole any deeper. By growing into who I’m proud to be now.I, climbed out whole. I don’t miss that lifestyle. I’m lucky to consume one beverage a week now. I live my life now how I always wanted to yet like many we make excuses when we know the truth deep down in what we must do. Out of the loving self respect for her & I Nothing is stopping her from doing the same. That last sentence was painful to say. She always got upset at the hard truths. Truth? I love her unconditionally. From afar because that’s my reality after so much time now past. I can say this now with a smile.
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    4. I'm the author
      January 12, 2017 at 4:10 pm

      I’m sure my person wouldn’t write here, I’m convinced they are as much of a drunkard as they ever were too.
      So, crossed wires here, I should imagine. (and still no call!)




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    5. Just me
      January 13, 2017 at 4:29 am

      Well I would say to my person that I hate to make phonecalls in general. And then there is the language thing adding to the anxiety, cause I might speak english fluently in my head, you’d probably think differently about it when you’d hear me.
      as my mouth starts doing weird as soon as the words leave my lips. So, not even a drunken phone call? How about never a drunken phone call for at least the first 6 months?! Cause being drunk would increase the risk of not being to able to talk normal, creating a very high risk of making a complete fool of myself and scare you away. So here, there you have it. That is why I never made the phonecall.




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