• If I opened up

    by  • January 9, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    If I opened up honestly and exposed my heart and mind to you, what do you imagine? Would anything really change? Would everything change? I’m comfortable here. Lonely but comfy. Not sure I’m willing to risk change.

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    2 Responses to If I opened up

    1. D-
      January 9, 2017 at 12:02 pm

      Change is fucking scary as hell. If I knew both of us were willing to try, it would be worth it for me.
      I just wish we could talk and go from there. Our conversation would never be repeated, even if we decided not to move forward. It would at least be closure, I would know the truth, I would know for sure that I blew it back then.
      Someone looking at my life would say I have it all, but they don’t really know who I am.
      The loneliness is slowly killing me. When I think about how to fix it, I think of you.

      I am fucking scared as hell, but at the same time, I know it will be worth it. If you think about it, I bet you know it too.



    2. do it
      January 10, 2017 at 6:23 am

      Waiting won’t make it better.



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