I’m sorry I hurt you. I thought I was making the right choice and I did it out of love. I should’ve stayed with you, I shouldn’t have kept myself away. Now you’re gone, and it’s killing me. I love you so much. I love everything about you. I thought you needed someone better than me when I got hurt, and now I cry and want to die every day. Seeing you with someone else, knowing they are where I should be, I can’t handle it. School breaks me. Being at home breaks me. Going out breaks me. Being alive is pain without you. You’re my passion and why I breathe, but now all I am is the one person you want to hurt. I still love you. I want you back. I don’t deserve you, but think of our years together. I did what I did out of love, you know that. I want your trust and love back. I am such a better man than I was. I’ll treat you right, my Queen. I’m not the pig that hurt you anymore. I love you.