• I wish things were different

    by  • January 4, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    I miss you, you’re fantastic, funny, i love being with you sharing your company, trying to take care of you, i miss you so much i accept you don’t feel the same way about me as i do about you and I’ve walked away, my heart is mine now and as far as I’m concerned now we have a good relationship as friends we haven’t spoken since new years day but then again friends don’t speak everyday sometimes, i don’t know if i ever want to speak to you again, not that i mean this in a bad way but how do i watch the girl i want carry on her life without me and be friends and pretend everything ok when my heart is breaking, i think it’s best if i send you a letter outing i love you, you don’t love me, we are great friends just ones that don’t need to speak, kinda strange i know but i think we can do it, i just miss you so much I’m not going to text or ring you i don’t want to be ignored and feel even more rejected, not that any of this is in fact your fault, it’s mine. i knew the first time i met you i shouldn’t be bothered with this ha ha not that i would change a second of it, not one bit, I’m so happy i met you but at times it hurts, so much left to say and do, so many places to show you, so much love to give you, but it’s over now, i woke up this morning and i didn’t sleep very well so i was dopey i saw a message from you on my phone then i realized i was dreaming, i don’t know if i was happy or sad, i am afraid though that maybe you think that i don’t care you are gone from my life and i don’t know how to convey that to you without annoying you, i suppose it’s best to walk away then maybe we will never speak again, i think it’s best to shut my mouth and let you be, what difference would it make anyway, you touched my life in a way that none else has, thank you so so so much for coming into my life, i do miss you very very much, i feel like crying most of the day but i don’t let myself, i haven’t cried over a girl in a long time i promise you, so i’ll say goodbye now and until we talk again, i’d give anything to buy you a cake and be with you now take care your friend always m xxx

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    One Response to I wish things were different

    1. Heartshards
      January 11, 2017 at 12:18 pm

      This could’ve been from him. But you’re not him, are you? Either way this letter deserves a response letter.



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