Hi! How are you!?
Well, this sucks.
I have had time to reflect on the message.
Thank you for being up front and honest with how you’ve been feeling,
one or two parts stung a little, yet I realise none of it was about me.
For the sake of truth, I was and am somewhat gutted by the decision,
I fully respect that you have done the right thing by me and by you too.
And thank you for that.
This week has been tough without hearing from or seeing you as I had begun to
get used to your company and the fun we were having (which for me was genuine).
Obviously in parts, it became intense and moved quickly, which I think held reminders
for you of times from your past. We both got caught up in the excitement and I understand
that it was overwhelming.
There’s nothing wrong with having something good
that makes you happy though, just to put that out there 😉
It’s not easy to do, but please do take the time to heal yourself from the past indiscretions
done to you and put those broken parts back. It takes time, effort and practice.
I managed it, took a lot of soul searching but the patience paid off in the end.
The undeniable fact that you aren’t ready was a little obvious,
thinking back and I know exactly how that feels, not to be ready.
From my perspective, you were awesome to be around and I hold no grudges
or ill will at all. I’m just glad that we met one another, the timing wasn’t quite right I guess.
I will of course, respect your wishes to take time for yourself and heal.
There is a part of me that hopes that I wasn’t a (quite serious) rebound.
If I was, then, well it was some good rebounding had by all.
If it meant more than that, then you know where to find me.
Happy new year, sending you light and peace. I’m going to miss you.