i never knew how to be that cool guy,
the one who gets the girl, who has no fear.
i’m wrought with fear, well i was,
now i am just tired.
i feel spiritually tired,
my restless, broken heart feels no joy.
i have no real joy, and whatever happiness,
somedays i envision pressing the stop button,
“most painless way to die” etc…
then i snap out of it,
first of all i love my parents,
they blessed me too much for me to end it all,
but maybe you wouldn’t even cry a tear,
if you found out through the grapevine i had gone.
THAT scares me actually.
that i am just a joke,
nothing to you,
when you are everything to me,
my inspiraton to survive,
for me to prove my worth,
my purpose and hope,
oh the irony when it was you who broke me.
but i am not without guilt,
i am heavy with it and i know you know why,
for if i could turn back time,
if i could rewrite my actions i would!
i am so sorry .
i Dream of us together,
always on an adventure,
doing things together and never bored.
lost in Love,
laughter and life.
now, i don’t know what to do.
i feel like this is the only communication left?
i don’t know what to do. i miss u so much!!!
help me help you,
if u read this – it’s me, you know,
that crazy outcast who loves u too much.
reach out to me in real life <3
i wrote another letter earlier today already,
you have been on my mind and heart 24/7.
could we make 2017 a diferent year?
we could make it the best year ever!!!
happy new year!
i miss u so much ay!
trying to be a better person now,
got myself a job and left home for good,
it's cold out here and very lonely without u.
With a tired heart,
your fallen prince
Admin – not sure if this posted twice,
my internet fucked up on my phone,
please remove duplicate letter if so,
also thanks for this website,
although it can be a minefield of crossed wires,
it has certainly been a release for emotions.
Happy New Year.