• I love you.

    by  • December 30, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    I love you so very much. I want you. I miss you, and I love seeing you. It fills my hard day’s with joy. You are amazing. I keep seeing a peaceful, vulnerable you asleep on my couch. You are hugging your pillow, and I crave to be that pillow. You have no idea! I’m so in love with you!

    But we are just friends.

    P. S. On New Year’s Eve, there is no kiss I crave. (Unless of course, it were yours.)

    3 Responses to I love you.

    1. Warm Embrace
      December 30, 2016 at 12:30 pm

      I hug my pillow every single night. Always do. I always do think of her at night staring towards the sky. Hoping we are starting together. To kiss her would be Paradise. I do miss her. She will always be my Angel. I love her so.

    2. Author
      December 30, 2016 at 6:03 pm

      How beautiful! I hope all works out well for you! Maybe one day you won’t just be holding a pillow anymore. I’m sure your embrace is warm enough to feel like home to her and maybe one day that embrace will end in the soft meeting of your lips. I dream of this scene every dang night.

    3. Hello, Author.
      December 30, 2016 at 10:30 pm

      I had this experience a week ago. Almost to the minute. Fell asleep on the couch of a friend with whom I find myself in love, convinced by circumstantial clusterings of affection that she might feel the same way about me. So, once again, I want you to be my other, writing these words for me. From one couch-crasher to one couch-looker, I love you. I am so in love with you. So joyful to know you. So touched that you would observe me during a restless slumber that could have been made restful had you taken the place of that pillow. Harboring such contented intensity for you convinces me that I am beautiful on the inside. I hope one day to share words like these with you outside of this anonymity.

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