Hi my sweet sweet darling. I miss you everyday. I think of you everyday. I talk to you everyday in my head but it’s never real, you’re not there. I want to be with you again. So bad. It’s over though, between us, I don’t know if you’ve found someone and I don’t want to know. It makes me so anxious to think about that. I want to speak with you, but if I do, I don’t want to have wounds rip open. I don’t know if they will, some days I think I’m okay, and then the night comes and I know my heart still aches and my soul still longs for you. I love you, I love you so much my sweet sweet darling. Goodbye for now.