I know it is hard to come to terms with who you are.
I know what happened to you as a kid also plays a role in why you lie to yourself and you might even blame that for who you are. I know and love who you are.
I am not you, so all I can do is compare your struggles to my own.
So I mostly just guess.
One thing I do know, we both missed out, both of us.
What I felt for you during those years was life lasting.
What I feel today is not much different but it is outdated.
I know it will be hard, we can go slow.
I know it feels scary and it is, but you do not need to be afraid of me.
I know you might not feel ready, sometimes you just have to make yourself ready.
Lets not waste another 24 years.
I know this will be the greatest time of our lives.
Now please reach out to me. It can be a simple “hello”.