• Of course…

    by  • December 20, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I meant well. I didn’t want what happened to happen. I didn’t want to get hit with whatever feelings. You see, I have to make myself hate you in order to keep my distance. “Hate” isn’t the right word, actually. I just have to convince myself that my path is the correct one. I could never really hate you. That’s why I feel so pathetic. If you contacted me today and needed my help, I’d be there in a heartbeat! What a schmuck!

    2 Responses to Of course…

    1. It's okay.
      December 20, 2016 at 8:44 pm

      I’ll stay away us much as I can too.

    2. Author@it's okay
      January 18, 2017 at 9:15 pm

      You never really had a problem doing that, now did you? You have always feared, except for that which should be feared. It’s the disease of your town; of your ilk. It’s sad but distance and time from you has made me realize this.

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