• Just dying inside

    by  • December 16, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I’m getting so weary; I just can’t stop thinking about you. And constantly wondering – wondering if there is the slightest chance that you might feel the same about me.

    Every sad song in the radio seems to speak out to me, songs I wish I could share with you to express my feelings you.

    It is such an impossible situation that I’m in; I can’t forget you but I know there won’t be a future for us both. I don’t even know what you’re thinking. 🙁

    Do you even know, have you even guessed? Have I been too obvious in my affection for you? I have tried my darndest to be subtle, believe me. But seven months of secretly holding a torch for you is taking its toll.

    I know I have to give up on the idea of us, but it is so hard, especially as Christmas is so near and all I want for Christmas is… you. Or to know that there is the slightest chance that you feel the same about me.

    I await the day that I can wake up and not think about you Until then, I will keep dying a little more inside every day.

    I miss you so much.

    2 Responses to Just dying inside

    1. silence I'd deafening
      December 16, 2016 at 3:01 pm

      There’s a very good chance the person does feel the same, but you may have to make the first move to find out. I feel this way about my buddy J. It would never come to fruition, but I think of it constantly. Frankly, since on both ends, it would never amount to anything I will never say anything. Who knows if it’s mutual?

    2. @author
      December 17, 2016 at 6:00 am

      Wonder why you would say you don’t have a future with this person? I’m sure you and the person you write of can have a life full of adventure and being together. What if the person wants to be with you? I guess that wouldnt matter if you’ve made up your mind already.

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