I’m getting so weary; I just can’t stop thinking about you. And constantly wondering – wondering if there is the slightest chance that you might feel the same about me.
Every sad song in the radio seems to speak out to me, songs I wish I could share with you to express my feelings you.
It is such an impossible situation that I’m in; I can’t forget you but I know there won’t be a future for us both. I don’t even know what you’re thinking. 🙁
Do you even know, have you even guessed? Have I been too obvious in my affection for you? I have tried my darndest to be subtle, believe me. But seven months of secretly holding a torch for you is taking its toll.
I know I have to give up on the idea of us, but it is so hard, especially as Christmas is so near and all I want for Christmas is… you. Or to know that there is the slightest chance that you feel the same about me.
I await the day that I can wake up and not think about you Until then, I will keep dying a little more inside every day.
I miss you so much.