I don’t want to lose you.
I regret everything I’ve said to hurt you.
I wish I could take it all back by rewinding time,
But I know I can’t.
I’m so sorry.
I’m sorry for saying all of those awful things.
I’m sorry for brigning up the M____ thing.
I’m dorry for being a bad little sister.
I’m so sorry Sissy.
I know you don’t want me as your little sister anymore,
And that you’re perfectly happy alone with Otaisi,
But I miss and need you more than you think.
However, if it will make you happy to forget me and be alone with him…
I’ll support you.
I’ll forget about you.
Or… try to at least.
You’re my sister.
For now anyway…
I just wish you could see how much I love you.
You really do mean the world to me.
And I love you with all my heart.
All I want is to see you genuinely happy.
But know this,
I love you with all my heart.
From suicide to math homework… right?
~ The Jade to your Dave