I truly miss you.
I know you’re probably not interested and don’t want anything to do with me anymore…I never meant to pressure you whatsoever. It truly was a misunderstanding and I know distance was a big factor for you as well.
But believe me when I say…I would have gone to the moon and back for you. Handsome, hard-working, smart gentleman with a good heart and a deliciously naughty side that doesn’t meet the eye…You seemed like a dream and I guess my cynical heart refused to accept it for more than an illusion..
When you mentioned how our schedules would work if we got married, my heart beat so loud.
You made it so. And you still do.
I miss you, I want you, I’ll always wish the best for you. Because you deserve it and more, everything that this world has to offer…
I just wish, in my most secret of hearts, that it was me.