• Kurt

    by  • December 3, 2016 • To You • 0 Comments

    Yes, I know I am fucking crazy. But hey, isn’t that one of the things you loved about me?
    You are probably wondering, why now, after such a very long time?
    Because I am fucking tired of being away from someone I loved to strongly.
    Because I never stopped thinking of you or lost the feeling of being in love with you.
    Because I am fucking tired of being a liar in my life.
    Because I am tired of being alone.
    I know my chances of being with you are like .0000000000000000000000001%.
    I don’t care, I have to try.
    If you hate me because of how I handled myself back then with you, screwing it all up, I am sorry and hope you can forgive me.

    I have the feeling that something else was the actual road block back then, but I will not know unless you tell me.

    If you already have a person, tell me. I will stop.
    If you have personal obstacles that embarrass you, trust me and tell me.

    I just do not know what I could have said back then or what I can say now to make you understand that I am a safe person to communicate anything to.

    Please communicate.

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