How long will I wait for you to respond favourably towards me? I feel like I’m spending each day guessing what you’re thinking; I don’t really enjoy mind games to be honest. But am I brave enough to hear the truth? I’m uncertain to be honest. Perhaps because I quite enjoy the fantasy of what could be for us.
It’s been 7 months since you first stirred up those feelings inside me. Nothing much has changed since that day. My feelings haven’t. But still I don’t know how you feel, and what you’re really thinking. Sometimes I sense you’re deliberately putting up a wall between us, and pulling away. 🙁
Do you despise me? Or perhaps you’re frightened of/by me? Is that why you ran away?? I wish you will tell me one way or other, so I may finally give up hope of you and me. </3