• Archive for November 22nd, 2016

    Im not.

    by  • November 22, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Everyone thinks I’m over you. I honestly started to believe it myself, but then I look at my phone and see the messages I still haven’t been able to delete. I reread them and think of what could have been different. I sound pathetic… I became the person i judge so much. The girl who

    I’m Tired.

    by  • November 22, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 5 Comments

    I’m tired of waiting for you to come after me. I’m tired of forgiving when I shouldn’t. I’m tired of giving my everything to you and not getting that back. I can’t keep wondering how you feel. You say you’ll change, do better, whatever it takes to make us work. But as much as you

    Life’s Abuse

    by  • November 22, 2016 • Help • 1 Comment

    Who let this happen? This shit world. These lives we’re stuck with. These hearts bleeding out. Who? God? Karma? Me? Is it all my fault? Is every heart break, Every failure, Is it me? How ’bout my friends? When their family starts falling apart, Or when they can’t seem break their addiction, Is that their

    Thinking

    by  • November 22, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    In the days leading up to my husband proposing to me, he will say he decided to propose after I got him the tattoo gift certificate, but I remember the conversations where I pleaded to know that our daughter and myself would be secure after we made the decision to do this together. Before that

    It hurts

    by  • November 22, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 2 Comments

    I miss you so much it hurts. I hate the holidays. Wising is useless. You really are gone forever. There is no way you will return. Hope is gone and I still miss you. I hope one day missing you goes away too. Related Post I miss you My apology Dear Mom;