• I feel like I may never know

    by  • November 20, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    Do you feel anything towards me? I have such a strong feeling that you do!
    But, I worry that you just move from one person to the next and enjoy messing people about maybe.
    I’m always wishing that maybe I mean even a tenth as much to you as what you do to me..
    I wish I had some proof that, that was true. The only thing I can go with is gut instinct and the basis on events occurred to date.
    I like being around you, being in your company so much. But do you? I don’t show it anymore, in fact I’m pretty sure, you probably think I hate you/despite you. I can’t help but scowl at you. I’ve missed you for such a long time and have felt so let down by you. I understand to an extent, but I just wish you could be honest with me because, I know that deep down you do care somewhat.

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    One Response to I feel like I may never know

    1. Heartshards
      November 21, 2016 at 9:10 pm

      I get this. I’ve planned to tell him so many times. I’ve thought I mustered the courage and them he says something about someone else or something else, and it stops me in my tracks. Throws me off so badly. I can’t concentrate anymore and start babbling with random meaningless chatter. It’s so frustrating! It makes me wonder if he is just messing with me. He is the one who leaves a trail of hopeful ladies everywhere he goes.



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