Love has changed to something else, it’s been a process, a really bad unhealthy one that I regret.
It turned so toxic and I don’t really know why, but I know I should have known better.
I don’t need you, I don’t love you, I don’t hate you.
But I feel really badly for the way it ended. I am truly sorry. I wish you could say it’s okay. Yesterday’s gone and I want to and am moving forward, I just wish it didn’t end so badly is all.
It weighs on me, my thoughts and my heart.
Anyway, I guess this is the last one. I know it’s selfish, but I really look forward to the day where remorse and sorrow leaves me, it hangs over like a dark cloud. I believe you are okay, that u have been able to just switch off from the drama of it all, though I don’t know for sure, so still, I am sorry.