Hi my love. I promised not to write to you again. Maybe I’m just inspired, because I am listening to my favorite Brahms piece, the one that I used to listen when I was feeling intensely in love with you. You hurt me really bad. And I can´t believe that I just let a tear trickle down my cheek for you. I promised to be strong. And I am doing my best. I am still holding on to the good memories, the ones that might have been real, or might have been just another of your acts. I don’t hate you. You made me really happy. I just feel bad for you, because you are stuck in a world of lies. I really hope you find the courage to change.
I can´t imagine how you must’ve felt after me leaving. I saw you sleeping after seeing all those terrible messages you sent to the many girls. I averted myself from your frail, sleeping body, and walked away, never looking back. I knew that after four long years, I deserved better. I really thought I was going to marry you. I really hope I never see you again.