• so so sorry

    by  • November 14, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 11 Comments

    I failed you. I guess you now realize I’m no wonder woman. I am truly sorry.

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    11 Responses to so so sorry

    1. Mr X
      November 16, 2016 at 5:35 am

      I swallowed your lies and learnt a bitter truth.




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    2. Curious about Mr X
      November 16, 2016 at 1:29 pm

      what lies – what bitter truth? Scusi, just curious..




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    3. @Mr X
      November 16, 2016 at 6:23 pm

      I’m sorry you feel that way. I guess you’ve made up your mind. Thanks for the honesty. Love you and wish you the best.




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    4. But why?
      November 18, 2016 at 6:34 pm

      Why? That’s all I want to know. I know you don’t feel for me the way I do for you, but to just throw me aside with regard for everyone else’s well-being being,.except for mine…




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    5. Mr X
      November 19, 2016 at 11:46 pm

      You call what you did love?
      I don’t feel sorry for you however I do for myself, I was a made an unwitting pawn in your game. Despite this I will not allow myself to be overcome with hatred, instead I wish you well with your life




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    6. Truth and justice are not the same
      November 21, 2016 at 12:14 am

      Those who judge others actions so harshly, I find, have usually exhibited some pretty crappy behaviour themselves. They expect forgiveness for their shitty actions but when someone unwittingly makes a genuine mistake, they cannot find it in their heart to forgive. Projection is a big thing in relationships. Having just survived one in which I was accused of everything under the sun, whilst putting up with the most atrocious behaviour and giving continuous forgiveness, only to be caste out when making an innocent mistake – taught me that those that dish out it – never, ever take even a miniscule amount of what they expect others to absorb from them… Story of my life. I’m done.




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    7. Truth and justice are not the same
      November 21, 2016 at 12:19 am

      And those that apologise are usually the ones who change and twist themselves trying to please somebody who is un-pleasable. @ Author – you may not be a wonder woman – but who is? Nobody is perfect. We all have faults and make mistakes. The only way to have a healthy relationship is to have TWO people who accept and forgive the other.I bet you’ve forgiven plenty. I’m not perfect either but I also don’t expect my partner to be. My partner expected perfection from me and that is never going to work. Peace.




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    8. @truth and justice
      November 21, 2016 at 11:53 am

      Very wise perspective, I know what it’s like to twist, bend, apologise…having completely overlooked how horrid he was to me in favor of him




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    9. Mr X
      November 21, 2016 at 3:16 pm

      T & J, leave the cliches alone, all they do is bring a false sense of hope and comfort. The harsh reality of life is that in those you have invested the most (no I don’t meant monetary) are the ones that shit on you from the greatest heights. People like that have no qualms in using you as and when it suits there agenda. To those I say, I have at long last learnt that it pays to be an a/hole and brush away any feelings for anyone. Life suddenly becomes so less complicated.

      Peace – What a crock of crap that word is, reality doesn’t recognize peace, reality is to be the biggest bastard going. Call it my last painful lesson




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    10. Truth and justice are not the same
      November 22, 2016 at 10:24 pm

      @ Mr X. Well, I kind of said the same thing – those you are giving the most acceptance, love and forgiveness to, are usually the ones dishing out the most shit. But when the tables are turned – they are gone. They dish it, dish it and dish it and at the smallest sign that they might be on the receiving end they turn into the most unforgiving arseholes ever. I don’t need to be a bastard. I actually get through life really well being kind and friendly and I don’t want to be any other way. I remove myself very quickly from bastards orbits. I give to a degree and then bam. I however, will never ever have another relationship or be in love and conversely be loved with or by another adult again – in that way, I can be assured that I have peace. I choose my friends wisely and keep to myself. I truly am at peace in this world. I can’t ruin my life being nasty or bitter about every crap arsehole who has crapped on me. I don’t want to feel that way.

      I only have one life here and frankly, perspective is everything. If I have to be angry and hurtful then I’ve pretty much wasted my whole life. People who crap on others and get ahead that way will never understand my perspective and that’s ok, too. I don’t let people use me – well, quite often I’m not aware of it until the situation is total shit and then I have to deal with it and I try to do that without being nasty but I’m no pushover.

      I hope you get over whoever fucked you over – I got beaten up by my ex and it’s taken a long while to get over that but if I remained bitter and angry then he continues to have power over my life and I won’t let that happen. I do wish you a sense of peace, whatever you perceive it to be.




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    11. She will always be Wonder Woman to me
      November 26, 2016 at 5:10 pm

      The passionate dialogue between x,y & z is intense to say the least. Down to the sutle hints in identifying each other. Haven’t we all hurt someone we love? It doesn’t mean we intentionally went out of our way to cause such animosity & pain. I certainly didn’t & live with that constant reminder daily. The more I read this the more I see the truth in all that was said & done. If any of you truly believed you fell in love with whatever this bizarre relationship was then mean it by forgiving each other & yourselves? My entire life I can’t fathom holding on too such negative energy’s. Since I willingly gave a piece of my beating heart to the woman who eyes matched mine with such an intensity that we both fell in love neither had felt so real before. Yes I f*cked up beyond belief. Learn from this I most certainly have. Its my number one regret of only three in my life. Second is not been proactive sooner in seeking professional help, many other life altering things to be a Man I’m happy to be. Not the once man/boy who would keep repeating his mistakes no matter who he shared his heart with. The way in which you all speak to each other isn’t one of love for why else demean each other on a website? Words can’t be taken back nor are the nasty ones said aloud. The shit that came out of mine, well that’s a promise I’ll be able to uphold for I never want to hurt someone so beautiful let alone anyone again.

      A not so mere male after all. Who would have thought this day would’ve come.




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