It would be a lie if I said I was living my life to the fullest. But it would also be a lie if I said I’m living my life minimally or not at all. I’m somewhere a little less than in between. If I put it in a scale, with 10 being “living my life to the fullest” and 1 being “I am not living” or “I’m doing nothing with my life”, I would say my life living would be a solid 4.5.
I’m not really living but I’m not entirely life-less either, I’m not happy with it but I guess this is the best I can do for myself. Do I want more out of my life? Of course I do, I think I can say that most of us would want more, whether you admit it or not we all want more. But what makes the difference is whether or not you act upon that want.
I’m not. Not because I don’t want to, but because I know this is the best I can get for myself. I’m not happy with my life, but I’m not sad by it either. I’m content, I guess.