That I can’t find someone who doesn’t want to be found. I wish I didn’t feel like you are giving up. Is this a test of how far I will go? I love you so much and would love it if we reconciled and moved forward with each other in each others lives. I don’t know what it is your wanting me to do. My hand is extended but you have to grab it. You have to have the will. It takes two to make progress forward. I won’t beg and plea anymore. You know how I feel. I wish you didn’t see me the same as everyone else. I wish you trusted me.
Step one: eat the food and drink the water.
Step two: come out and take my hand.
Step three: live a day at a time.
I love you so much