• Numbness

    by  • November 10, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 2 Comments

    I’m not really sure where my head is

    Where my thoughts are

    Somewhere is bleeding but I can’t tell where anymore

    Too many bullets have hit

    Too much of me has been torn apart that I can’t tell the difference between contentment and pain anymore

    I’ve got that feeling once again

    The numbness

    The days feeling mixed together

    Not knowing when this happened, when that happened

    Was it yesterday? Weeks ago? A month ago?

    I’ve run out of ways to be content

    I’ve swept it all under the rug

    But the room has been filled with dirt

    That rug has collapsed against itself and has no more room for anything else

    Its erupting into the air I inhabit and I can no longer breathe easy

    The dust, the dirt, everything I tried to forget and hide

    It’s all in my air

    I feel it all

    But yet I continue to feel nothing

    I just want to feel something and I don’t think that’s asking for too much

    It’s about time I bare myself to the demons I’ve tried to forget, do your worst, destroy me

    I need to face it

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    2 Responses to Numbness

    1. anonymous
      November 10, 2016 at 11:02 pm

      Break your heart…until it opens.




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    2. Anonymous
      November 11, 2016 at 5:40 pm

      Very familiar, very powerful, very real.

      D.




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