Known the feeling of a heart of stone. I do know the fear that comes along with that. Its scary to feel dead inside. I know the feeling of purposeless life. I know not knowing what way to go.
I know you don’t trust me. I am asking you just to realize it does get better. It takes time. I’m not saying this in an attempt to get you to open contact. I do understand that’s probably not going to happen.
Just don’t get to comfortable in that phase of growth. Believe it or not you are experiencing something that is common to mankind.
I love you so much and am here for you. Cheering you on.