• It never eases

    by  • November 7, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 6 Comments

    It’s been rough without you. I don’t know how it is possible to love someone so much without them being a part of it. Being without you is what it must be like to lose a limb. Fantom pains remain but the limb is oblivious. I miss you most when I am having the best times. When I laugh,ect. Times have been hard lately. I seem to have lost faith in everything. God even. I feel so alone and empty. I still believe in you but that makes it even worse. I hope your kids are doing well and you and your wife are happy together. I hope you love her as much as I love you. I still pray for you. Happy Holidays

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    6 Responses to It never eases

    1. Slammo
      November 7, 2016 at 2:36 pm

      Jax….says hi




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    2. May I?
      November 10, 2016 at 12:16 pm

      Speak with her openly about this?




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    3. About
      November 10, 2016 at 12:16 pm

      You?




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    4. @ whoever cares
      November 11, 2016 at 7:02 pm

      I miss you so much. It still hurts that we don’t even just talk. So much I would love to catch up on, but I have to respect your decision to cut contact with me.

      Who am I fooling this letter couldn’t have been for me. That’s just how it is I guess. I’m still learning to deal with it. As time goes I guess I just get numb to it. I’m sure that’s normal.




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    5. being totally self-centered...
      November 14, 2016 at 8:08 am

      You poor thing! I guess being the other woman is very difficult. It is so sweet that you care so deeply about his children and wife though. It must be hard to keep praying,what with, losing your faith in God and all.. Happy holidays you selfless person, you!!




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    6. Author
      December 21, 2016 at 12:46 pm

      I couldn’t believe you slept with someone else. It made me sick. I think of you like Peter Campbell from Mad Men. I felt like nothing. No one wants to be used and laughed at.




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