I remember when we first met in a place that doesn’t physically exist. It’s a little funny because I didn’t think that anything would come of it when my two friends and I met you. I certainly did think It would have come as far as it has.
It’s rather extraordinary in the circumstances that we met under and the fact that we haven’t lost contact over the years. It’ as though we’ve grown up together in two separate worlds, even though we have had long periods of time without speaking to one another. When we find our way back to each other, and we always do, it’s as though we never stopped talking.
I feel different this time however, I feel as if I’m a stranger. It’s an awful feeling since I feel like my bond to you was/is the strongest that I’ve ever had with someone. I’m not sure if it is these “events” that you’ve started going to while I was away, and that I just don’t understand them or if it is me that has changed.
However, I do know two things for certain. First is that I still love you as much now as I did all those years ago, not a bit less. Second is that I know I will never be able to have what I want more than anything in this world and that is to have you, despite the fact that you know that I love you, I feel like you don’t know exactly how much. One can still hope that it may happen, and I hope it does before the day I die.