• Less Weak And More Something

    by  • October 30, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 1 Comment

    When someone says they’re strong, what does that mean? Does it mean they can life something heavy? Or does it mean they can look someone and admit to them, you love them? Neither of which I can do. That’s why I want to write this. Maybe I need to write this. To make myself strong. I learned from life how to be weak. I hear tips and I’m encouraged to get stronger. People saying encouraging words, that they don’t believe. I keep going back to escape. I don’t know what I’m trying to run from anymore. But everyday, when I see her smile. I don’t have to run. Her encouragement isn’t false. She isn’t fake. I don’t know if I’m strong enough to tell her how I feel. But I’ll never regret a second. I never want it to end. In the halls, her smile shakes me. If I’m not strong enough, will it end? Or will telling her end it? And I might not understand now, but one day, if I’m with her or not, I won’t look back and curse these times. Instead I’ll look back happy. Maybe someday I can say it to her. Maybe I can look into her brown eyes and say, I love you. -Wolfgang

    One Response to Less Weak And More Something

    1. @author
      October 30, 2016 at 5:22 am

      What makes you think it would end? Just curious. I know this letter isn’t meant for me, I have blue eyes. If this letter were written for me this is how I would respond to my girl….
      What I feel for you couldn’t end. Although I understand your skepticism. You have every right to be cautious. As a matter of fact I’m glad the person I love so much is careful and cautious. It just shows that its important to her. I want you to take all the time you need. I’m not going anywhere. I know you have been going through a lot of changes. The last thing you need to worry about is whether your strong enough or not. The good thing about my unconditional love is that it has no trouble loving you while your winded. Of course your tired. Who wouldn’t be? I just hope your taking care of yourself while trying to catch your breath. Eat well. Sleep well. Cry often ( good for release. Crying excersises the lungs.) I hope you know I mean it when I say I am here for you. I will be till the day I die. You can’t undo unconditional love 😉 . so if you are worried about it ending then you now can take that off your plate. Its no need to worry about that. Focus on catching your breath. If you need help with catching your breath or you’d rather wait till its caught, I am here. I love you so much and hope above all things your taking care of yourself.

      Your Girl Forever.

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