• finally at acceptance

    by  • October 29, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 0 Comments

    it’s not ok but someday, that’s coming sooner than later. denial serves a purpose, an attempt to hold off the crushing pain of a truth that can not be faced head on. it would have been too much then but i can face it now. finally accept there were so many women you couldn’t keep them straight. why you mistook me for shorts girl and custody battle girl. i never wear shorts and i was never involved in a custody fight. and you never came to see me until after you got turned on and rejected by them. it was too much to cope with at the time, i had to live in denial. no longer. not happy about it, its still quite painful to admit even to myself in dark. a shameful admittance. how you sleep at night i’ll never know. living for the day i wake up and forget i ever knew you

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