The very fact that circumstances were as they were when we finally reignited contact meant the universe didn’t want it either
It was too much hurt. That sentence has significant meaning because that, what happened between us drove me out of my head. I said a lot of nasty things, could not stop myself.
BUT you were wrong to treat me as you did. I didn’t even mind if we were never together, I did, but it would never have upset me so much as having you treat me is such a horrid way.
I’ll NEVER forget it. You couldn’t even over what happened in the past, You shouldn’t have tried again if you were only going to treat me like shit because of what happened before. I was devastated by you in February, i would have preferred we never try again rather than have another hit of you being horrid to me. I have been out of control, I know. But that’s it and I feel fucking happy about the FACT that you will NEVER have that chance to hurt me again.