• Tell me

    by  • October 26, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 5 Comments

    ..are you done running yourself into the ground to find oblivion, yet?

    I fucking miss you Goof!

    & I don’t care how contend you look or how happy you pretend to be, I worry cause I know better.

    I know you – like it or not.

    We can both run as fat and far as we both want, I won’t change a thing.

    Are you done yet?

    Are we there yet (somehow cant help but hearing Bart Simpsons voice repeating this in my head)


    I forgot who’s the bigger idiot, you or I… thinking we’re actually perfect for each other in our own broken ways.

    Think about it, close your eyes and hear my silent scream for you.


    5 Responses to Tell me

    1. Roped in
      October 26, 2016 at 11:56 pm

      Not broken,Quite happy, and interested to see if further talks go well.

    2. @Roped in
      October 29, 2016 at 5:07 pm

      Not broken, broken ways..different 😉 Glad you’re happy and I’m sure your talks will go well. Seems you have a neck for that.

      Me? I miss my Goof.

    3. Ah damnit
      November 1, 2016 at 8:00 am

      You’re hilarious

    4. Author
      November 2, 2016 at 1:47 pm

      Don’t know about halirious.. Not sure how to take the replies either. So, real communication would not be on LINS. If you are I him, and I have my doubts, if you care, you’d get to in touch otherwise.

      I’m just using this site to let out a small part of what’s bottled up inside, and yeah, a big part is coping of him no longer being in touch. The feeling of loss, a big part of me being empty, me profoundly missing him and searching for reasons why.

    5. sigh
      November 7, 2016 at 2:53 pm

      miss him so much

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