• Kurt

    by  • October 26, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I can’t figure it out, I am at a total loss.
    I now KNOW what we felt, but I do not know why it never happened.
    I am figuring out that you did not want it to happen.
    But I don’t understand why, and you won’t speak about it.
    I can handle anything you say, I need to know.
    Our love was never allowed to move forward and our friendship ended.
    It is almost like you are protecting me, but from what.
    I know you secretly love me, but that’s all I know.
    I think of all the reasons you would protect me from you.
    Intimacy issues, Lier, Cheater, Whore, self hatred, what happened when you were a kid, who knows.

    I always thought it was a mistake made by us out of fear and unknown, but I am not so sure anymore.

    I guess I will never know……


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