• For Dr. D.

    by  • October 26, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Friends • 3 Comments

    If you ever happen to stumble across this, you will remember this nickname. It’s what I used to call you, long before we became an item. I feel the need to tell you this, because I’m quite certain that we will never spend any length of time, in each other’s presence, again. Congrats on your marriage.

    I truly am sorry. I’ve many regrets; the biggest was losing your trust. The temporary alcoholism was bad. My diagnosis and inability to do much of anything certainly didn’t help. What’s important though, is that I told you (then) that I would understand, if you no longer wanted to be in a relationship with me; because of my chronic illness. And I didn’t follow through with that promise. It was sincere, but unfortunately, I said it during a time of my life when my mouth opened before considering what was going to come out of it.

    To tie it up: I want for you to know that I forgive you. How much I would LOVE to have a glass of unsweetened tea with you, and talk about the good times; most BEFORE we got together. Know that what I have endured in my last relationship (since ours) was FAR worse. I’ve done penance with the woman who is STILL the love of my life. I couldn’t hold on to her either, so it’s looking like it’s going to be me, myself, and I…for the rest of my days. I hope that you find this, and reach out to me, L. Your friendship was far more valuable than anything else I ever had with you. And I am thirsty for an engaging discussion.

    Sincerely,
    AJ

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    3 Responses to For Dr. D.

    1. This?
      October 27, 2016 at 12:07 am
    2. Due to my own condition
      October 27, 2016 at 9:05 am

      May I have your assurances that at no point in time will you hold hostile intentions towards your ward (myself ) or anyone in my circle? Ill intentions will never under any circumstances affect your judgement towards the well being of your ward or their circle outside of services agreed upon.




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    3. We must also
      October 27, 2016 at 9:35 am

      Attend to the health and mental well being of ourselves for our self and circle.




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