I have done everything a woman shouldn’t do.
I was so in love with him, and he was so mean to me.
I sent a million messages, mean ones, high ones, crying ones, like an OCD compulsion, telling myself not to contact until I do.
He hates me. Absolutely hates my guts.
My heart is so broken. I can’t even think about anything else. I feel so broken as a person, my thoughts can’t even move forward.
I’m all out of tears, like I’ve been punched in the chest so much it’s just a permanent feeling.