Please, you don’t owe me any apologies or explanations. I know how life is, what it could become. I’m doing what I can to keep my head out of the gutter, I have no idea where this life is leading me. I really appreciate knowing that you’ve thought of me, but please don’t be afraid to forget. The foolishness of youth has indeed played a trick on me. I’ve seen evil on this earth, and yeah its all caused by greed. I don’t know how some people live with themselves with the things they’ve done. Even witnessing evil, makes it impossible to live peacefully. The negativity really gets to me sometimes, and like, nobody understands, nobody cares to understand. Maybe I have some sorta unexplainable aura around me that makes people think that I’m stronger than I actually am, that I could handle everything that comes at me, truth is, I’m scared, I’m alone, and I can’t think of a time that I felt safe, loved, than when I was with you. I really didn’t realize what I had until I had nothing at all. I don’t even remember why I left. Ces’t la vie.