And it was unexpected and difficult. To hear your sweet voice and to see you when at first, I thought my eyes deceived me. It is too hard and painful. I knew we might bump into each other but not this soon. I thought I was on my way to divesting my thoughts of you. We were friends and nothing more. You’ve never known my feelings. Now you are free for the moment and I’m powerless to do anything about it. Soon, you will find someone new. I hope he treats you well. Please understand that I have to move on from our little thing and that I’m not angry or upset with you. There is just no longer a point to throwing all I have into the the eye of your storm, only to watch it be immediatiately scattered by the winds of your indifference, and be trampled by the rains of your other priorities and desires.