• It’s crazy

    by  • October 23, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Thinking of you • 1 Comment

    It’s crazy how I dreamt about you months after I moved on and forgot about you. What’s even crazier was when you appeared in my dreams for consecutive nights. It obviously has made it so hard for me to forget you because those dreams happened around February 2015 and here I am writing about it almost two years later. You’ve been in my thoughts since then. I just remember the past so vividly. We had a lot of stolen glances between each other. I never gained the courage to talk to you. All I ever did was look at you. We had so many opportunities to talk to each other. I cringe whenever I remember how I put myself in a position to walk past you and never say a word in high school, which I noticed you did too before you got in a relationship. I should probably throw in that I didn’t and still don’t hate you for dating someone. I needed to move on from you. But man, these dreams from last year have brought you back into my mind and reminded me of my regrets. It’s been so long since I’ve seen you. I find myself hoping to catch a glimpse of you wherever I am but always never do. I probably will never see you again. I just don’t think I’ll ever completely forget you. I hope you’re happy and doing well. It’s my fault I’m in this position. I don’t want you to know because everything’s in the past and I don’t want you to remember it and feel what I’m feeling. You’ve become apart of my prayers. I pray that you’re safe and doing well because it’s the only thing I can do. I’m trying to move on from this again, which will happen one day but I know that’s not happening anytime soon.

    One Response to It’s crazy

    1. stranger
      October 24, 2016 at 7:21 am

      You’d be surprised to hear that many people do the same things you did.

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