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    by  • October 18, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    Want to know why you think its impossible for us. Is it because you would be ashamed to be with me? Is it because you think I haven’t got it In me to be dedicated to you?
    Is it because I’m truly not enough for you?
    Is it because your scared I would hurt you?
    Is it not me your talking about wanting to be with?
    Was I just curiosity to you?
    Are you scared that once you open the door I’m expecting more than what you want?
    Is it your not sure of how you feel about me?
    Is it you feel like it’s gone to far and you can’t reach for me?
    Are you just wanting me to finally give up?
    Is it that I have it all wrong and the feelings you have are in fact for someone else?
    Is it your families judgment your worried about?
    Are you worried about my families acceptance?
    Is it that your happily married?

    So many is it’s…..
    I wish you would trust me.

    Believe it or not… I trust you 100%
    Just because you protect yourself doesn’t mean I shouldn’t trust you. As far as I’m concerned you have never betrayed my trust. I trust you and that’s one of the many reasons I’m in love with you. I would trust you with my life.

    Have I betrayed your trust or is it because of people in your past that has ruined you trusting me?

    4 Responses to I

    1. Waiting
      October 18, 2016 at 11:27 am

      I am just waiting for you to say it. Better hurry before I leave next year! Xox

    2. S
      October 18, 2016 at 7:46 pm

      And yet, you couldn’t tell me this in real life? There’s your reason…

    3. Trust
      October 18, 2016 at 11:01 pm

      For me its something that constantly has to be worked on. Part of that is my past, and, honestly, part of that is you. I am trying though. Help me trust you. ‘Let me in to your world’ for a day so I know we’re on the same page.

      Quite literally actually.

    4. Happily married is the now
      October 20, 2016 at 6:33 am

      My families judgement
      Your family acceptance
      Scared if hurt it would be more than I could handle
      More than a curiosity but I’d hoped I was for you too.
      Concern for hurting others
      I can’t be sure youre the one I was picturing talking to, I did one little project because I was inspired by a Snake finger song, it’s doneish and probably going to me ma as a Christmas gift.

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