My god, I just want to forget this past year. If I could go back in a time capsule and let it all go, I would. I don’t think I’ve ever felt this broken before unless I take my thoughts to when my father passed and it’s all really catching up with me.
I’ve never felt so lost in my life and I just keep plugging away at life, but not enjoying many moments of it.
I don’t want to engage in any friendships or even with people that I work with.
I’m tired and I’m exhausted. I’m not happy with who I am as a person right now.
I do know that tides roll in, and then they roll out- that is the cycle of life in general.
I miss the old me, the idealistic person with a positive attitude.
She (I) will resurface again and I just can’t wait for that day….