It is you wanting me to reach out, the only thing stopping me is not knowing your current living situation. I wouldn’t ever want to cause trouble for you and who you are with. You cut Contact with me. I feel like you cut contact for a reason. I want to respect your decision. Usually the one who cuts contact reaches out first. Opens the door they had shut. For all I know you are perfectly happy in your decision to cut contact from me. I will say this though. If you did open that door you shut with a simple text of hello, I would then take the lead of reconciliation. I also have fears of my own. One of those fears is trying to open a door that was shut on me only to be rejected. I can’t help but think that if you wanted to open the door, you would with a simple text. Until then I have to assume the hopeful reconciliation letters are from someone else. I have texted and called to try and reach out all to just be unanswered. I’m sure you see why I’m a bit apprehensive.