I need to apologize. Not breaking up with you, I was right about that. I wasn’t ready to be in a relationship, and I needed to the summer to figure out what was going on with me before I started to care about anyone else. But I need to apologize for not talking with you about it afterwords, and making things as awkward as I made them. I need to apologize for asking you to dance, even when I knew you would say no. Honestly, I’m apologizing for being my stupid impulsive slef, and all the hurt I’ve caused you because of it.
I wish I could have you back, but goodness knows after everything that’s happened, I’m the last person you want to see. I just want you to know that I care so much about you, and i hope that the next person you meet will hurt you less than I have. I hope that one day you’ll be able to look me in the eyes and walk past me without looking away.