That feeling I only got when with you. I find myself longing for you so much, my mind takes over with imagination. My body reacts. When I close my eyes I can feel you. For a moment I catch the feeling. Its my drug of choice ( thoughts of you )! I’m an addict that avoids withdrawal through imaginations…… I know I must sober someday, but for now I will enjoy the high of you. I miss you so much!