I am missing you more than usual. I miss you everyday, but today it seems to be concentrated.
Sometimes I sit in a quiet dark place and thoughts of us cross my mind. They are good thoughts. I sit and think about what it would be like if we had decided to move forward with each other. I picture me cooking dinner for you and my daughter. We all sit around the table and discuss the days adventures. I think about us jumping in the shower together to wash the day away. Then we put in a movie and crawl into bed ready to hold each other and soak each other up. I picture us kissing and telling each other ” I love you” before we hold each other and close our eyes to get rested for the next day. I picture waking you up with coffee and a kiss in the morning. My eyes in awww of your beauty with puffy eyes, messed up hair! I always thought you were your most gorgeous without makeup when you first wake up, ” so fucking gorgeous!” I picture me going to work and me thinking about how I can’t wait to get home to you and cook dinner and discuss the day. I would be the happiest woman in the world 😉 .
I do understand that it wouldn’t always be peaches and creme. I understand that all relationships have ups and downs.
What an honor it would be to experience the downs with such a gorgeous woman. I bet your gorgeous when your mad as well. I bet the makeup sex would be explosive!!!! Lmfao.
I love you woman,
Love Just me