• If You Could See Me Now

    by  • October 3, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 0 Comments

    Sometimes you still creep into my mind, despite it being over a year since you suddenly cut me out of your life after a year and a half of being together…which is funny, because based on that fact alone you have no business being in my always busy mind– but there you are at times, like some unwanted guest. Sometimes I just wish you could see me now…where I’m ending up. I’m newly engaged to someone else, someone who loves me with everything he has. My career is blooming and I’ve found a good job to get my feet in the dirt…but at the same time I realize you wouldn’t recognize the person I’ve become. The backbone I’ve grown, the hardness I’ve developed around myself. Partially because of you, and partially because of me. I am a different person today, and I wish you could see me now, so you could see that you didn’t destroy me.

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