I’ve never been great at being friends with the opposite sex. Which is ironic, because I definitely prefer interacting with them over members of the same sex. I guess its easy for me to get angry at those closer to me, to unload at people who know me better. And I guess I’ve always gotten frustrated with my friends of the opposite sex, having been single and alone for the vast majority of my life. I’ve had long friendships, but none that have lasted to the present.
I’m not sure if this is a warning or not. What I really want to say is that I do want to be your friend. I know you can’t offer anything more right now, but even if you could, I’d still like to be your friend. I think you probably understand me better than anyone else in the world. I mean, you really should. At least I’d like to think so.
You’re very important to me. I care about you so much. I’m sure you’ve realized by now that there is nothing you can do to change that. And I don’t regret it one bit. Regardless of what you feel about me, be it anything at all, my feelings for you are and always will be very special to me. No one, not even you, can take that away from me.
Id like us to be better friends. Friends that can hang out and share life experiences together. Maybe you want that too, maybe you don’t. Either way, I hope you’re doing well, and I love you, and you’re pretty much the most awesome person I’ve ever met and I hope you never forget that.