Sorry if you felt like I was giving you a horrible look earlier. It wasn’t meant to be directed at you. You will always mean so much to me. Just scared about what you must think of me. Well not even scared really self-conscious. I don’t have much faith in myself lately. I can’t seem
Did we really meet at wrong time? Did we called for everything ourselves knowing it was not meant to be? Did we only want to have some fun and never wanted to get this such serious. Is it true we couldn’t control ourselves and just flowed with the flow. Or was it we really didn’t
Okay, so I took the day to think about it. It’s over. I’m not angry anymore, I wrote a nasty letter on here last night, but I don’t wanna be nasty anymore. I’m not confused, I’m not hurt and despite what came before, an ending where I know where I stand is a good ending.
I know you cannot believe it. I know you have never been able to believe it. But they do like you. They would not object to you saying hi. They would not start avoiding you if you initiated conversations, or spoke to them more often. This is all in your head. You have fought hard
I won’t go back to that self that I was, and that includes that blue pill. The one that made me lose my mind. The one that promised happiness but brought destruction. I don’t know why no one takes me seriously on this. Why those around me don’t understand, that something that didn’t help me
When you had no one i was there. When you tried to cut i was there stoping you. Who was there for you who still loved you thought all this crap? Oh thats right it was me. Not you stupid girlfriend now not you bf’s not your friend they were not there for you i