• Archive for September 11th, 2016

    I have

    by  • September 11, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Resolution • 0 Comments

    I have a very strong dislike for myself. The list of items is nearly endless. It’s not even just physical, but internal things I dislike. Just don’t feel very worthy at all. Had a conversation the other day and said about how I feel everyone would be happier & much better off without me. I

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    I feel

    by  • September 11, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    I can feel when you’re staring at me or even glancing from the corner of your eye. It makes me feel pretty flustered & heated. :’) You sometimes make me so nervous as well as can never predict what you’re gonna do next! Haven’t been that open lately. Don’t think that means that I don’t

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    Old Habits

    by  • September 11, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Old Habits die hard, I suppose. He’s an erratic routine, he’s my problematic pattern. I know I should quit it, I should stop breathing his smoke into my life lungs, I know I should stop shooting the toxin of him. But it makes me feel breathless and bad. It’s not like a shot of morphine,

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    I do

    by  • September 11, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    I do understand to some extent why when you left you did & have stayed away. Just didn’t think it would be forever. We all make our own choices, but mine was definitely by far one of the worst mistakes I’ve ever made in my entire life. Thinking back, if I wasn’t insecure and uncertain,

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    A letter and progress

    by  • September 11, 2016 • Sex • 0 Comments

    You were an excellent lover. Unfortunately, I was young and naïve. I never thought to protect myself. I never knew how dangerous it is to bond with another person. You became a part of me and when you left, you left an imprint. Maybe I fell too in love with you. I should have been

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