• Archive for August 18th, 2016

    Third thought

    by  • August 18, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    The one thing that scares me about seeing u again is having to eventually say goodbye.. Not being able to kiss u or hug u or touch u.. i’m afraid if we talk and become even a little close i would probably fall apart inside.. Losing u is one thing but seeing u would remind

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    by  • August 18, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning for You • 1 Comment

    Typing your initials pisses me off. It pisses me off in writing a letter I’ll never send. I do think I will make a move though. I don’t know if I should. Might not be reciprocated anymore. But what if you do? Could I deal with the disloyal nature? Or what if I get humiliated?

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    Dear Chris

    by  • August 18, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Loneliness • 0 Comments

    I’ve been thinking about you again. My desire to meet you is getting more and more intense. I wish I knew where to go to find you. My days are so full, I dint have time to go to new places. Plus, I’ve always been rather uncomfortable in new places. And you’re not there in

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    An emptiness

    by  • August 18, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    It’s 2:32am and I’m lying in bed crying because you decided to sleep on the sofa because I, once again, said the wrong thing. We spent all night laughing, and hugging and watching movies, and then WHOOPS. One wrong sentence and it’s me who’s left crying yet again. Never mind. I’m sure this won’t be

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    Alive but dead inside..

    by  • August 18, 2016 • To You • 0 Comments

    Second letter today.. It hurts fuckkkkkkk and I cant quit loving u… I love u so much i cant let u go.. your still as cute and handsome and wonderful.. Im always losing out.. all the good things in my life never last.. Please never leave me here this is all i have of u

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