I miss you so fucking much. I don’t always think of it. I try and mask it. But lately. I’ve been losing my mind. The past three and a half weeks of my life have been hell and I can no longer breathe. It all pains me and I don’t know how to handle it.
Dearest bunny, Please stop what you’re doing. I’m already under a ton of pressure because of the whole leaving thing, i can’t stand what you’re doing much longer. I really am tired and i’m close to snapping. Reading this it kinda has an offensive tone to it, please know it’s not like that at all.
I whisper your name in silence, hoping you can hear me calling out to you. I lay awake wondering how you are doing; wanting to text you but, so afraid to do so. Every morning I wake up, I say good morning and have a lovely day to you in my thoughts because I cannot
You were the biggest waste of time in my life to this point. I wish I never met u and could erase u. Your husband and you cheat on each other and sneak around as if either of don’t know but neither of you even care. You hurt people and promise them love then toss
I’m still not over you. You won’t speak to me. You won’t see me. I ask friends what they think, and I hear that you really just what to know what I want. You always say what you don’t want but then you hold it against me when I don’t give you what you don’t
Oh, how I laugh when they call your eyes blue. Blue, the four letter word does not, can not incapsulate the windows to your soul. Blue. Your eyes are like color of the ocean at sunset. Too deep and dark and perfect to see through, too bright and beautiful and pure to look away from.