• Absent.

    by  • June 4, 2016 • To You • 3 Comments

    I wonder if you’ve noticed… Anyway here I am, back again. Let me just start off nice and fresh and say, this is BULLSHIT. History certainly repeats itself now doesn’t it? I know what’s going on, you hate that don’t you? You hate that I know you, that I know things in general. I can’t apologize for that. This is also what draws you to me. Yet, for some reason, you stay far away while leading me to think you are ready. This is what you do though, you want me and then you say you don’t. Why do you keep doing this to us? Do you realize eventually you will make a crack so deep in our foundation, it will be impossible to fix? Our love is strong, stronger than anything I have ever felt. Stronger than what I believe most others settle for. I love you, but I am NOT going to continue doing this with you over and over. You know what you ultimately want. So do I. Go ahead get mad at me for saying it. Admit it, make your love for me known or take the chance you will lose me FOREVER. Is that a warning? You’re fucking right it is.

    3 Responses to Absent.

    1. Please try to elaborate
      June 5, 2016 at 3:34 pm

      what you are trying to say and to WHOM.

    2. K
      June 29, 2016 at 11:46 pm

      He says we go round in circles but we never get anywhere. I don’t know that means. I don’t understand. I know that he thinks I understand but I don’t. I know that’s why he leaves. Each time it begins again my only hope is that he won’t leave. I feel as if I’m expected to say I want (?), I’m expected to say I want what he wants (?).

      The only thing I know is that all I want is him. Isn’t that enough?

    3. @Author
      July 27, 2016 at 7:39 am

      Is it too late now?

      Are you who I think you are?

    4. BG
      October 9, 2016 at 4:15 pm

      MJP is this you?

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